Sweat covered my face as I woke up,my hands shaking,unsteady breaths as my body welcomed another panic attack. My heartbeats won't calm down no matter how hard I tried to ,with my shaky hands I checked the time it was 11pm ,and I fell back on bed scrolling on random apps trying to distract myself from the fear that had been awakened by a nightmare.

-vikky-

Vikram: great morning princess!

Me: goodmorning.

Vikram: sorry about last night I was a bit turned on, you're so distracting.

Me: haha lol it's fine dw.

Vikram: btw I wanted to say that I've to prepare for my JEE second attempt so I would get busy and I'm also going to deactivate my account. Not ignoring you or anything but I want to focus on my studies rn.

Vikram: and also I hope that you're not attached to me because obviously I'm not going to fall in love with someone through the internet.

Me: nah I don't get attached this quick it's been only 5months since we've been talking.

Vikram: exactly!

Me: aight then goodluck ,take care

Bbye.

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Why would he even make me talk to his sister? Why would he even tell me to block other guys ?When he wasn't serious at all? Such a pervet bruh all men are like that.

Rolling to the other side from the centre of my bed my feet touch the ground as I get up and walk to the bathroom to freshen up.

I stood in front of the mirror, brushing my teeth on autopilot. My eyes stayed fixed on my reflection, but I wasn't really looking at myself.

A tear slipped down my cheek.

I didn't notice.

Another followed, disappearing into the foam at the corner of my mouth. I kept brushing, barely paying attention to anything around me.

Then I paused.

I squinted my eyes pushing the tears out to roll down on my cheeks clearing out my blurry vision as I stared at my reflection and touched my cheek, baffled.

My fingers came away wet.

I was crying.

I think I'm done with all of it

loving, liking, getting attached, getting interested. I've spent enough time and energy on people who were never worth either. Some things are better left where they lost their meaning. I'm not carrying the same story into a new season just to watch it end the same way.

𝐍𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐀𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧...